My friend. My wonderful friend. He said hello to me and my ovaries, they melted from the warmth of happiness and familiarity of olden times. You see, the world is fast paced and constantly changing. Just as you're getting used to one thing, it goes away and you must adapt to a whole other scenario. Hey, I was just getting used to this high school thing and before I knew it 3 years passed by and know I have to build my cocoon in transition to this thing called adulthood. Ah the joys of leveling up in life. The stress, the terror, the excitement, the solemn sadness of leaving a good thing behind. It's strange. I finished two more applications today. Applied for scholarships. Realized that the schools I'm applying to have no interest in me; that I should lower my standards. Who needs another Asian in their school? Especially a sub par, southeast Asian who does alright in school. Wherever I go, I'll always miss home and the bonds with the people I've gone to school with for like a decade. Almost. It's like when you look back on your past and the pictures make you feel fuzzy and sad that you forgot this person for a moment in your life; a person who used to make you happiest and then a wave of bitter sweetness washes over you. College is so busy. So even a 10 minute conversation with him is the best. A 10 minute conversation once a week, month, year. I'll take anything.
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What up baby girl ;)