This is the shoulder pisser.

Pick me up! I promise I'll control my bladder! muahwhwhaa. NOT

I hate long weekends. It's so lonely here. After a while, music doesn't even soothe this 'i wanna touch real people' feeling. Texting/Chatting, hm.. no; These things can not replace real person communication.

I've been taking pictures again to make up for my loneliness, but of course that doesn't work either, cus the last thing i wanna do is look at myself and I already talk to myself enough and paintings of my friends..

I even make cookies to pass the time. But sadly, these are holiday type shit cookies that you can only eat like 2 at a time or else sugar will clog your throat. Legit. I ate four for breakfast and i'm still not back yet. They're called poopnuggets.

I don't even feel like dancing. I just wanna sleep. But i've already done enough of that. I should do hw, but.. that's stupid. I'll do that with friends, which is an odd concept... having friends. I remember when I had those and we saw eachother and I wasn't lonely.. feels like just 3 days ago >.<

How am i gonna survive Winter Break. My mom is working and my dad's life is pointless =.=
Day in the life of Jessica's dad:
Sleep
Eat
Watch Porn
Delete Internet history
Complain that Jessica isn't doing enough around house
Repeat.

Stupid old man.